God has a way of showing us whats in our heart doesn't He? It's not the God is sadistic and just loves to point out our flaws, He simply Loves to point out where sin is lurking, hiding, and hindering us from true Love.
Several years ago, just a few months after I received Christ into my life a humble servant of God ,Steve Sampson who spoke a word over me that the enemy tries to build arguments and strongholds in my mind about why "its" not gonna work, but that the Song of the Lord would rise up in me. Now, I'll tell you as a new christian that was wierd for me to hear but i'll tell you this too, often when i pray i sing my prayers. lately God has been speaking to me in song, the bible says in Zep 3:17 The Lord your God is among you, as a strong saviour: he will be glad over you with joy, he will make his love new again, he will make a song of joy over you as in the time of a holy feast.
So anyway for those of you reading, especially Tami and Lexi, here is a song/poem i just wrote...
I will answer Your Love
But You are
Taking my cares, Taking my fears
Taking me to Your side:
Breathing life, Breathing Love
Breathing You in to me
So whisper away Lord
I’ll heed Your Call
I’ll incline my ear O God
I will answer Your Love
Death is not for me
But You are
Speaking Truth, Speaking Love, Speaking to me:
Come to my house, Come to my Heaven, Come, Come my Beloved.
So speak those words
I’ll heed Your Call
I’ll set my heart to understand
I will answer Your Love